First thing I gotta do is stop and take a look around creation and know there is a power greater than myself that can restore me to sanity. All the beauty in the earth and how the sun sets and rises everyday without my help shows me there is a Higher Power and can see the bigger picture that I cannot yet tap into for understanding. Where I HAVE BEEN and how I arrived here today at this moment with all these people in my life shows me; indeed, with some guidance I can move from here toward a better place than where I have been! Good things are ahead with good choices! My higher Power can do for me what I haven't been able to do for myself!